Haze
I try to push pause,
but nothing happens.
Things keep moving
at their own paces,
and I am just standing here
wondering what I can do
to make it all stop.
Just for a moment.
Not forever.
I look around
at all the started projects
in my life,
and I know that crying
about lack of endings
will solve nothing.
How did I get here,
I question
as time swirls hazily about me.
How do I move forward
not knowing
exactly which way to step
first?
Memos from the Middle 